place your bets Sherlock or US government which is coming back first
Adam
Merlin
Firefly.
the dark lord
Jesus
Fred Weasley
too soon
place your bets Sherlock or US government which is coming back first
Adam
Merlin
Firefly.
the dark lord
Jesus
Fred Weasley
too soon
itsame-trauma
I’m 28 and it happened when I was 4-5. Maybe 8-9 too. I don’t know when the first one stopped happening and if the second one happened at all. I don’t want to remember but I’ll go crazy if I don’t. Crazy if I do. I feel so fucking weak for only digging up these memories less than a year ago. You kids here are like 13-16 and remembering all this shit? You’re all incredibly strong and I’m so sorry, I’m sorry it happened to you, to us, I’m sorry there’s so many of us. I’m sorry you have to deal with all the pain of knowing what they did to you when you’re still in your formative years. I got the bliss of ignorance until I was a fully formed adult. I’m sorry you don’t get to have that. (I feel too old even for trauma. Feels like it should have stopped affecting me. No one cares about how being raped as a child is going to fuck with an obese 28 year old good-for-nothing who still lives with her mother. I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry)